LETTER 18
Baby,
I saw something in my dreams last night.
In the very beginning there was only "Blackness". All was quiet, everything still. Blackness was perfect. Even though it was infinitely large, Blackness was whole. One.
Eons came and went. Then one day, Consciousness woke up.
Like a baby new to life, when Consciousness first became aware of itself, it began to wonder. What and where was it? What was it here to do? And just like a baby, life in the world began when it opened its eyes to see.
In the Big Black a tiny light sparked to life from the wave that awoke with Consciousness.
Before, everything inside the Big Black was motionless and at rest. All the energy in it held in balance and was perfectly still. Its blackness was uniform, deep, and without blemish. Its surface, if it could be said to have one, was smooth as silk.
When Consciousness started to be aware of itself, energy was put into motion - creating ripples and waves on the Big Black's perfectly smooth surface. These waves went on to create everything that was to follow, including Light.
The Big Black is an immeasurably large space where all possibilities exist simultaneously. A matrix that contains an infinite number of realities. As Consciousness moves, the waves it makes light up its path.
Once dark, it now comes to light. What was unknown is now seen and known. Consciousness grows - from not knowing to knowing. As experience and knowledge are gained, it becomes more and more self-aware. Consciousness sees more, and wants to see more. It begins to question what it sees. It wonders what lies ahead. It remembers the things seen.
As it moves, Consciousness charts a course - lighting up parts of the Big Black, unfolding realities as it moves along its path...
Life is very much like this. We are all specks of light moving through the matrix, lighting up the “parts” of reality where we find our stories. An infinite number of stories exist here - ones filled with joy, with sadness, dusted in nostalgia, heated by passion, so on, so forth... Out of countless stories, we find ourselves in this one! 這份緣！
You. Me. And everyone else who are here with us. This is the reality we are creating and living. This is the path we light up collectively.
Deep down, you and I really no more than two little sparks flying through space, charting out our course, writing our story. Soulmates walking hand-in-hand, fingers-locked through it all, seeing what the other sees, feeling what the other feels. They laugh together. They cry together. They experience together.
But.
It’s a bit different for you and I.... Now, I want to tell you what I saw last night.
Baby,
Inside this Matrix, there is a place where Light and Blackness meet. Imagine a horizon cutting to infinity. On one side, creatures of the sea roam in the magical darkness. On the other, birds soar skies filled with colors. In between two worlds there is a very special place.
You have seen this place.
This place is our home. Here we see all our lifetimes together as man and wife. Here, we live all of our stories in the flash of an eye. Here, time does not matter. Here, we are together. Eternally.
Could you feel it? Did you see us dancing - in different lifetimes, in every moment..?
Last night I saw all realities inside the matrix light up. An infinite number of realities; an infinite number of different paths. Like christmas, they all lit up. And no matter which way I look, I see you. I find you every where I look. You are together with me in every single one. With different faces; as kings and queens; in glorious times and through darkest nights; we stay together. Through it all.
Last night, for a moment which felt like forever I saw everything...
I could only have seen it because you held my hand and led me there.
Love you always,
老公
